From the social aspect, small-scale, I've realise how the media has served its purpose in:
a) public humiliation (or a childish display of babyish hatred/jealousy)
b) public expression of affection (to a very pukefying level)
c) revelation of one's true colours
d) exposing amusing truths (of certain individuals who may not be aware of it) and really, making my day.
It's interesting how life's made many strange and some profound revelations, significant or insignificant (or what it seems to be). But I think the message is always clear. And situations, they try people, and then these people do something incredibly stupid and poof! True colours revealed. And really, most of the time they don't know how much they're actually revealing or how stupid they appear, because they're perceiving the entire thing from their miserable myopic eyes, while really, the truth is clear to the rest of the world.
I stumbled across something that made me laugh, gag, laugh. laugh breathless, gag breathless.
and then I felt a mixture of amusement, pity, gratefulness. just. awesome?
I mean seriously, same shit, different person. it disappointed me. or the old me somewhere inside. Had I known, then things would have been different.
If things really came from the heart, not only would they sound nice, but they'd make sense. They'd be unique to you, like really. We should always doubt, and we should always question. Otherwise, we're just being lame and we'll be the sore losers in the end. We the fools!
Anyway more importantly, I got a haircut, a couple of inches shorter, but I feel unsatisfied. And then I had the urge to get an expert opinion and if positive - cut it extremely short. Short in a way that I'd feel much lighter, different for a change, and well short enough to not worry about managing it - like make it in such a way that it's supposed to be a short mess, so that I can let it be a short mess and never worry about it again.
Still contemplating, not getting any help helloo ?
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